Find Faith

As I sit here in pain i want to assure you that pain has no respect for your body, sometimes i can't hold back the tears, because there is nothing i can do nothing anyone can do ..and yes there are times  having someone around is not the best thing,because it makes you angry at times causing you to push the people that love and care for you away, pain makes you say things you don't mean !! I recently had snapped at a good friend who only meant well and i felt bad afterwards,  His crime ? '' oh things will get better i wish i could take the pain away !!'' They are all nice things to say, but it can get you really mad on days when you feel like you are dying !!!
Sometimes I ask God help me let this go away ....but i always remember, There is always somebody else that  has it worse than me !!! It's by God's grace I am still able to get off my bed, shower, go give a friend medication,come back home get ready and then get to work !!!
You see I put my faith and trust in God, maybe if I was not sick I would not  depend on Him at all ... I may not call out to Him in prayer so much !!!

     I look at the positive, I try not to hold on to the negative because if I do, I will never feel better physically or mentally.
I know what it is to feel the same as anyone that is in pain, I know it all to well and trust me it helps to have people that think positively around you .
So I hope you have a little more faith as you read this you are not alone there are many of us in pain that feels the same way ...And do what makes you happy ..I love taking photos, sometimes I have a hard week so Saturday are very hard for me to get off my bed early, but i do and I sit outside and wait for the birds to come so i can take a picture or two .... it helps you and makes you happy ..you can always go back to bed anytime after that :) So push yourself a little and don't let depression step in and put a damper on your mood :) 
Have a wonderful day .....
Khadene